Thought i could have given the excuse that i'm sick and not attend ocf tonight... seems like they still need me.... Just when i thought they already have extra committee members i could escape and maybe dissappear quietly, i was wrong... Come to think of it maybe i'm trying to run away from God.... Darn. wats wrong with me... Finally get the chance i wanted to serve so badly now i'm shying away..and sometimes when u have so many ppl around u, u just cant find that special friend to confide in.

Things has been so unstable this year... One day high&holy and the next i'm doing something i despise so much. Was hit by the fact that i'll have to surrender all to be His disciple, sometimes i wonder if its even possible while i'm on this earth...sheesh.

My fever's gone but i'm still having headaches....guess i better get some sleep and hopefully refreshed when i get up.

chill out....

Loss in the finals of indoor soccer!!! (2-0)

No thanks to my sickness and the fact that 3 out of 5 teammates were sick...

Finally realized what happen to me... Foolish of me taking vicks cough drops.Thought it would help my slightly irritated throat from coughing. Could have just stick to strepsils which was already working fine for me. Darn... hope tomorrow will be a brighter day...been shrouded by this stomach roller coaster the past 2-3 days....gonna have to start working overtime to settle my assignments which are due mid next week....no more excuses....

And hopefully the first item i bought from ebay will reach soon. The keyboard on my laptop has a nice touch but not meant for long periods of typing...heats up pretty bad during a warm day. So hopefully this new usb keyboard will make life more bearable for me...

Well, enough for today... gonna go take a nice hot shower and pray for a brighter day tomorrow.

cheers.

i'm suppose to be working on an assignment but the fever has got the better of me. now i;m battling a mild fever and some unknown gastric problems.Perhaps i've never been diagnose with gastric so i cant really identify it 100%, but thats the only explanation i can give myself. the stomach hurts but not exactly like diarrhoea or anything i know of. it really sux....maybe its because of the panadol i took. thats the only logical explanation of how it came about...why....maybe i should have just steer clear of medicine...thought it would lighten my misery, but instead it got worse. compared to my housemates who are coughing, sneezing and with loads of phlegm, i suferring in a rather different way. the only thing in common is the fever. why oh why, and can somebody tell me whats going on with my body?

Living in an far from perfect world.

jonno